I miss him a lot

I don't have any friends

I don't have anyone I talk to on a regular basis because like everyone knows no one likes me or wants me..but back I'm 2014 I actually had a friend/someone I was with and he didn't get tired of me like other people did, he always was there for me when I needed him to be and he was just so nice to me unlike other people

I miss him so much.

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No but I know that I can't get in contact with him at all where he's at

It's complicated.

[Windy101]

Sounds like missing him is your way of telling yourself that you're ready to connect with new people. How might you go about this?

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I doubt it honestly

I've tried talking to people, people have tried talking to me but they always ended up being mean to me or they either just stop talking to me for some reason

[Mjshells in reply to Hidden]

It's almost scary how much i can relate to what you just said there. I know a lot of people say that, but it's very much true in this case. Message me if you want to talk about it or if you need to vent or having a bad day/struggling with it. I'm a good listener

[Hidden in reply to Mjshells]

I kinda doubt that you can relate to me because there's a LOT to that story/it's more deeper than that but it's alright.

[Mjshells in reply to Hidden]

I did not mean to offend you by acting like i know all about you and being 'cocky'. I'm sorry if it came off that way. You're probably right, but what i was saying is that i can relate to what you put in the post. I've been on here for only about 2 weeks and it's jaw dropping how other people struggle with such extremly similar 'base' issues/problems. I don't know the facts and intimate details of your struggle, but looking at the big picture, from your posts, we both say we have no friends we both are rejected by everyone friends and girlfriends/boyfriends we both say we hate ourselves we both have relationship type regrets that we unfortunately can't stop dwelling on from the past. Of course i dont know at a literal meaning EXACTLY what you're struggling with/going through, but thats why i said to msg me if you would like, to get more understanding and maybe be able to give you advice because some of the things you are struggling with that you have shared overlap a lot what i have and still do deal with day to day. Definitely just meant to be a helpful reply, I'm sorry.