I'm tired of feeling anxious. I've been in treatment for 3 years and I feel like I will never get my normal self back. I think I mostly have PTSD from dealing with my child's chronic illness. She is in remission right now but every little illness or symptom makes me think she's getting sick again. Also my oldest is in college and suffering from depression. I worry constantly about all of my kids and don't know how to let go of them a little. I know it doesn't help any of us for me to be constantly worried and anxious about them but I can't turn it off. I wake up anxious every morning. I don't think I can stand this much longer! I wouldn't end my life because my family needs me. I just wish I knew whether I will get better.