I messed up and I can't fix it.

[natstad8]

I feel so guilty for marring a wrong man. I feel so guilty bc of my choice my children don't know how it is to have a father. They will never know what a normal family is like, like a family I grew up in. I was not able to give them one, like I had. I hate my husband, who has been incarcerated for almost 10 years now. What a shame.😞our lives ruined. 4 fatherless children. It's too much for me alone. But I have no choice, I love my kids more then anything. I wish they had better everything.

[Pearl67]

Hello. I have to believe you did not choose a man that you KNEW was a "bad man," capable of whatever the crime was!! I do not know how old your children are, but as the grow up they will surely understand the bigger picture.

I am so sorry you are going through this painful time. Do you have a church family? Aunts/Uncles, grandparents to lean on? Any friends who you have really been honest with about how overwhelmed you feel???

Some counselors work on a sliding scale, and can cost next to nothing. Perhaps there is someone in your area?

Sending thoughts and prayers for great Peace and strength.

[DianeA in reply to Pearl67]

I feel for you. Maybe get a support group. People who cAn encourage u.