Sitting here wishing for the end
The end of torture the end of pain
What is this lost feeling my friend
Why is my mind full of rain
Take time to breathe and I fail
Take time to know you
And I am unable to prevail
What what did I do
No words can explain what I feel
Dark sadness in my soul
I thought where I was headed was real
And sadness was gone long ago
Tear me down from within my sorrows
Hopes shooting to the stars above
An angel appeared from the shadows
And it was as white as a dove
My mind is full of sadness I know
My heart is consumed in pain
Where did the angel go
Did she run n hide from the rain
The rain that fills my soul
The storm within my mind
And as I begin to take an oar and row
I wonder if happiness I will find
Clouds grow bigger with time
And I can not escape the torture
Of this life of mine
Is there any surviving for sure