So I've never joined any of these community centers before, but I'm spiraling and figure l would try it out.
I've had depression for as long as i can remember, though help didn't help. I have stress control issues, which bring on tension headaches and migraines. Lately I've been extremely short tempered and recently reacquired panick attacks. So I'm a mess. I'm in a job that understands my need for flexibility (i also have 2 kids) and will never fire me, but I'm resenting the constant fight for a raise, the increasing work volume and knowing i can't leave it. I'm entering bankruptcy despite never spending on frivolous things. I'm exhausted all the time. Most days I feel like I'm disassociated from everything. I don't even know what i want. And now I'm breaking down and tired and having panic attacks for no reason. I don't have money for therapy, i don't have the time for a clinic. I just have nothing.