I feel like I'm drowning from my current life situation. My mother passed away 7 years ago due to an auto immune disease and was really the only emotional supportive person I had in my life. Since my mothers passing, my father has become very closed off and we argue quite a lot. I can't tell him anything without being judged. About a month ago I brought up the idea of maybe myself needing more help to which he replied that the hospital would overload me on drugs and it's a temporary fix. So basically, discouraging me feeling I might need extra help. I try opening up about my depression and anxiety to him to which he replies in frustration: "I don't know what to do." Then making the situation worse telling me that I need to bring this up with my therapist more, even though I barely see her and it's very short sessions. He can be extremely overly critical and not understanding about me and my feelings. It's gotten to the point, where since he works from home, we don't talk unless we have to which can still miraculously lead to and argument. I am craving emotional support that he claims men can't give. Which sets the tone for all of my relationships. Struggling.