Im not good at writing but ill try..
I try my best to keep my head up and always put that smile on my face…. but sometimes it hard to hold that smile, and tears slowly come pouring down my eyes… there are times when i feel like i had enough and just give up and say my good byes…. But im still holding on that hope that maybe one day everything will get better..
Im 32 with 3 beautiful daughters… I’ve been with my wife for more than 10 years and shes my world my queen my everything…. but for the past 2 years our relationships has been going down hill… dont really want to go on with details… but soon we are going to be moving to our own separate homes,, yes we are getting separated…. everything is going to be okay we are best friends and we don’t hate each other she said…. but she doesn’t know how much sadness i have in me..and that sadness became my depression now that depression is slowly telling me just sleep and hope to never wake up…….
my wife and my kids is all i have in this world and soon things will change…. i just dont want to be alone.. im scared that one day ill come home and no one is around and maybe that hope that im holding is no longer there.. then maybe thats the day that i would go to sleep and never wake up….. (sleeping pills)