Hi. This is my first time on here or to ever post about my depression and anxiety at all. So for the last 2 months I have been trying to escape from an extremely unsafe situation. My family as well as my ex are very negative and violent people. Yet as each day passes things keep getting worse and I can't help but to feel hopeless. I struggle with suicide and suicidle thoughts. This really upset my friends who are helping and being very supportive. But because I upset them it makes it worse. I don't know how to continue to deal with it all or find a reason to keep living.