I wake up every single day in such severe panic I feel as though I may not make it much longer. I've lost so much weight from the anxiety I have no strength. I dont feel like making food. Im nauseous all the time. I cry from 7am-8pm. I have PTSD, severe anxiety and depression. Im afraid of everything. I cant take antidepressants (had seratonin syndrome), my anti anxiety doesn't do much and I just can't live in my skin. Its been 8 months of living hell. I have two therapists, a doctor and a pyschiatrist. Nothings changing. The outpatient programs are not options for me as a single parent. I've been a strong mother, career woman, etc my whole life and now, about to be empty nested, a recent break up and the realization not many are there for me or understand, I just cant take it. Please help.