For the longest time, I had my self deemed "problems" under control. I always had some suicidal tendencies, depression, and anxiety. I thought I was over with that time of my life.
Now, at the age of 25, I met a really great guy who genuinely loves me.
Cue the anxiety. Once things started getting serious, I couldn't control it - all of the worry and fears came flooding in.
I pick fights with him and get angry at him for stupid things. Anger is a feeling that I was comfortable with. In a way, it makes me feel like I am "controlling" the anxiety, but in reality its controlling me and its going to make me lose the person I care about most.
Help. How do I stop the anxiety from getting the best of me and my relationship? How do I stop the anger?