Angry and Anxious

[foolonthehill424]

For the longest time, I had my self deemed "problems" under control. I always had some suicidal tendencies, depression, and anxiety. I thought I was over with that time of my life.

Now, at the age of 25, I met a really great guy who genuinely loves me.

Cue the anxiety. Once things started getting serious, I couldn't control it - all of the worry and fears came flooding in.

I pick fights with him and get angry at him for stupid things. Anger is a feeling that I was comfortable with. In a way, it makes me feel like I am "controlling" the anxiety, but in reality its controlling me and its going to make me lose the person I care about most.

Help. How do I stop the anxiety from getting the best of me and my relationship? How do I stop the anger?

[Kia381]

Do he know about your anxiety disorder

[foolonthehill424]

He does but I haven't let him know the severity of it. He thinks it's like a sometimes thing. Not like a can't get out of bed thing.

I don't want him to think less of me or to end it because it's too much for him. Nothing he has done makes me feel that way- just the anxiety.