I am new here. I am currently looking for a new therapist. It has been a year since I stopped going. I am underemployed and have no health insurance. I have been generously offered help with paying for therapy, but I'm finding it is draining me of all of my strength as I continually reach out to someone for suggestions only to be confronted with dead air. I have always taken care of everyone else, and I'm struggling to take care of myself. I am feeling overwhelmed with all that I have no control over and hopeless that things will ever change. I am tired of quips from people who have had sad times, but don't understand all of the baggage that I carry and how much energy it takes to do most everything. Just looking for some understanding for how difficult finding a therapist is when you are struggling.