Today I realized that I am in mourning for the loss of my relationship and friendship with my ex boyfriend. We broke up finally yesterday, but I feel like I have been mourning the loss of love for most of the year. Our break-up was long and drawn out, because I didn't want to let go.
Either way, yesterday's relationship finale has catapulted me into feelings of loss, sadness, tiredness, and weakness. I have been diagnosed with depression recently and that diagnosis was very hard to take in.
Depression can make you feel weak, alone, and betrayed by your own mind. At this point I just want to find balance and participate in this group to help elevate me to a better place.