I am very new to this, so i guess i do not really know what to say. in fact i have a thousand things to say, its just finding the right words for them. I am depressed, like constantly. Almost everyday i fight suicidal thoughts. The funny thing is, when i take stock of things, my life is not actually that bad. its just ... i don't want it. I wake up most mornings and it pisses me off that i made it through the night. Then other days i feel like i am king of the world. I can not control my emotions or my brain.
i guess i am hoping this is the point when someone pipes up and says, "actually Stevie, you are not alone"