When people say something rude to me or when someone start making fun of me and we talk as if it's a joke, i feel hurt a little bit but i don't let it sink in into my heart and leave a scar.
I had a conversation and i wasn't even the one who choose the subject, i just found myself in a cringe situation where i didn't know what to say and i said the first thing in my mind, it wasn't even a critic, it was just "yes yes of course" and i felt like the other person didn't like the respond.
Anyway, what i want to say, when i felt that my respond wasn't good and probably hurting or something, i felt so stressed and i felt so bad
And then i asked myself, why it's easy for them to say whatever they want and in a direct way without feeling regret or anything!
I always try to pick up the right words to not hurt anyone and sometimes i end up messing it up but i'm trying and i think too much about what i need to say before i say it(sometimes i have to answer fast so no thinking there).
I can let go when people say to me rude things that can hurts but i can't let it go if i felt that i bothered someone.
So basically, am i letting them hurting me and i'm not allowing myself to say a single word that can hurt, bother or make them feel bad, and if i did i feel so bad and regret!!
Is that bad?!
Should i learn more how to pick the right words! or should i be more like them and say whatever i want!!