The last two days i have been struggling so bad. I am 2 and 1/2 months smoke free cold turkey. I have been doing so well and at the one month mark felt as though i finally made it over the hill and my withdrawl symptoms became easier and for a while i have barely thought of smoking. But yesterday and today have been hell. I haven't caved yet and i still remain 2 and 1/2 months smoke free but i am close to losing it. My symptoms for the last 2 days have felt exactly the same as they did in the first week of my quit. I am under severe amounts of stress right now. Which i think is responsible for the intense cravings. I've been trying to tell myself that smoking won't fix my problems anyway so it's not worth it to ruin all my hard work. But honestly i feel like i am going to break and give in. I haven't had severe intense cravings like this since the beginning. Yesterday i realistically spent ALL DAY sitting at my table thinking about smoking. I woke up this morning with the same thoughts and cravings. I feel very weak and i feel like i will give in and i will just be a faliure. I feel like i will just prove myself and everyone else right. That i won't make it and i can't make it. I'm trying so hard but all i can think about is wanting to smoke. 😢 i haven't but i really want to. God, will these withdrawals ever end? I truly am addicted and it scares the hell out of me. When you smoke you don't really realize the control and power these nasty things have over you until you try and kick them.