Day 9

(Day 9 of cold turkey and not smoked 72 fags).

I’ve got 9 days under my belt now, and although I’m not even halfway done yet, it’s still good.

Today's been a bit rough. One of those days when all you feel is stress, anger and frustration. I am not used to handling those emotions without a fag. Had an extreme urge to smoke but I didn't give in to it.

The mind games are horrible. As someone who's addicted I know that it takes just a second to go back to the habit. That worries me. Im concerned with relapsing right now. I am scared I'll give in to it and all my effort will go in vain.

However, I also know I am doing a pretty good job and I am proud of myself. I need to keep it up.

Tomorrow is day 10 and that's awesome.

Thank y'all so much for love, support and motivation. All the stories here inspire me!

Stay smoke free 😄✌💓

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Be very proud of yourself Purplehazzy, the first few weeks are the pits.

Keep going strong 💪🏻

Karen xxx

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Thank you Karen :)

Xoxoxo

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Well done, that's brilliant x

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Go for gold purple, that’s just Gold.....lol.....tomorrow will be 10 days, a nice round number and then onwards and upwards as the number of days gets higher.

👏👏👏👏👏🚭😀

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Thank you :)

Xoxoxo

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Thank you :)

Xoxoxo

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