Well - just finished my night shift last night and have just woken up after my kip. Glad I did the shift - kept me occupied and had a few laughs with my colleague. So - this time tomorrow I should have a much bigger idea of what I'm dealing with - the Big C or something benign. Either way - the last few days have given me a lot to think about and its made me realise how kind people are, and how much they care. Prepare for the worst and hope for the best - I shall be so glad to know what I am dealing, with good or bad.
Ollie my cat is sat on my chair back 'preening' my hair and purring like a trooper - sounds like a tractor run riot!! I have uploaded a pic of him - a big fat ginger Tom!
I shall keep you guys posted as soon as I have some news and thanx for being so supportive during this absolute stinking time - still no fags but positively eating nicotine in various forms!! I think it is now 12 weeks since I stopped the cyanide cigs - but Emjay has now added me to the "wall of winners" .
Whatever the results tomorrow - I can feel a holiday coming on - desperately need some sun and relaxation - in a foreign country . . . Madeira is beckoning!!!
Vee xx