What helped me overcoming CPPS

[HelgeWil]

Hey there people who are looking for hope, healing, answers … anything. First thing: I see you and I know your pain. I have been through this for over 5 years. I tried everything. Literally. From antibiotics, antifungals, stretching, physical therapy, injections into the pelvis, cold showers, drinking broccoli juice, being gluten-free, sugar-free, masturbating daily, not masturbating at all, homeopathy, Ayurveda, meditation, hypnosis, psychotherapy (I am a psychotherapist myself) and much much more. Thought about ending my life more than once. But that cannot be it, right? I am only 32. Last year I finally discovered what helped me. As being more the analytical, scientific guy, I never felt drawn to using entheogens like magic mushrooms, Ayahuasca a.s.o. In my devastation though I searched the internet for medicine from other cultural backgrounds. Long story short: I found sinchiruna.com and Maestro Sanango, who is a plant healer from Peru, currently staying in Spain. He is the only one I found doing the actual „old school“ plant work from the Amazon in Europe. He is very much the opposite of the current popular Ayahuasca movement where just one cup of it is supposed to change your life and connect you to your purpose forever without you having to do anything. I booked a call with him - just to hear what he had to say, not expecting anything anymore. Well, at least he took me seriously and he said he could help. I went to Spain for 3 months to do a so called deep immersion - and it helped. It actually changed my life. Sanangos work, the work of the Sinchiruna-Team and the plants. To good to be true? Here is the truth: It took a lot of time, it cost a lot of money, it was hard, hard work, I have never been so far away from my comfort zone, the plants are no magic pills - you have to do all the work yourself, it gets to your deepest fears and the reasons for your physical and mental suffering. I sweated, I vomitted, I shat, cried, begged, doubted a lot. And it changed my life for the better. Even more so I am forever grateful that my suffering brought me to Sanango and to this work. What I needed was understanding and that is what this work is about. I am not telling you that this should be your way or guarantee you that you will have the same way or path of healing - because you are as individual as I am. All I say is: if you feel like this text and the website speak to you, give it a chance. Ask for a call, get an impression and then decide if it is for you. It is not a cult, not a sect. In fact I have not met more sober and down to earth people before. Whatever path is for you: I really hope, if you read this you find your way to heal. Best of luck 


Helge

PS: If you are interested in more details about my time at Sinchiruna, there is a short testimonial of my journey on their website.