So, today makes 11 months nicotine free for me. I'm so happy, yet for some reason I want a cigarette. I have not had a craving for one in a while but I guess because it is a celebration, I want to reward myself with the one thing I rid myself of.
I've gained over 20 pounds so far and have been watching what I eat for 3 weeks. No matter what I eat, I bloat. I talked to a friend who suggested probiotics. They worked the first day then the bloating continued. I got a B 12 shot the other day and some weight loss pills that just make me hungrier. I keep telling everyone if I dont lose weight I'll smoke again just to drop the 20 pounds and I dont even want to be a smoker again.
At first I didn't care about my weight bc it was for a good cause but now my self esteem is shot. I walk a lot at work so I'm getting exercise. I just look 6 months pregnant all the time. Every so often I get to where I'm not hungry for a few days, but then the appetite comes back and I'm back to square one.
Anyway, I hope things get back to normal soon! I'm up for any new suggestions. Im running out of ideas.