Hey y'all, it's been a few days since I've been able to get on here, but for good reason.. I guess anyway. I started a new job on Monday working 10 hour days and everyone seems okay for the most part except the one person who is training me. It's not a hard job. I've learned how to do it already and that's great but she seems like she is just a gossiping, complaining type of person and I don't want to be around that all day, but have no choice if I stay there. Like I've thought about quitting a few times just bc I can't imagine working with her attitude every day. This brings me to my point: sometimes when I'm at work and see other ppl smoking, bc she is making me so mad, I'm standing there imagining smoking a cigarette. The only reason I don't, every time a want to use a cigarette as a coping mechanism I think about how the problem will still be there whether I smoke or not so I may as well just not smoke and esp. Not let someone like that lady cause me to relapse. Like I understand she has been working there a year, but for her not to even be my boss or manager, but just a co-worker and to just talk to me the way she does is crazy. She changes her attitude to all friendly and helpful when the boss is around though. Sorry yall, I had to vent. I'm coming up on 8 months nicotine free and I'm so happy for that. Hoping Monday is better.