You see in feb last year mum died, and then my sister had a serious accident.
I always promised my self when mum passed away I would have my squint sorted out, it was under control although I never had my photo took ect, had it operated on as a child, but as I got older it got worse, I have three sisters who are all beautiful and very beauty conscious.
Last year April 27th had surgery went private had saved for over 8 years a little bit here and there, it went wrong, the surgeon had me in the following week to rectify it, still went wrong, so a year later seen over four different surgeons, now they say you can have a second opinion, but you can't, no one takes on someone else's work.
In the year that has followed I have never been out, I have not looked in a mirror, I had dark glasses made for work, I go food shopping have my grandson and that's it, .
I stopped smoking because one day I went to the garage to get some cigs, had wrong glasses on, the ladie did not know where to look, that was it. Could not go there any more so no more smoking for me.
So that's my story, and I,m sad. So am having a few days always from the forum, as just a little to much for me right now, just needed to say how I felt.