Well day 19 and I had my first "oh wow I want one" moment - was driving in today and there was someone on her way to work puffing away and suddenly *trigger* and I really wanted a fag :eek: But the good bit is that I went via Lidl to get some cakes and buns (YAY they're yummy) and as soon as I got out of my car I could smell it. Fag smoke :eek: someone halfway across the car park was smoking and the usual crowd of smokers round the door were puffing away too.
Well, the crave that had been building in my tummy suddenly evaporated because it smells
How ever could I have sucked that into my poor lungs for so long and liked it? Worse, how could i have been mostly blissfully unaware of how b.loody awful it smells?
Was like getting a slap across the face with a wet fish, lol.
So, Day 19 and I don't smoke and won't smoke today!!