Hello folks, feeling slightly sorry for myself today. 8 days nicotine free now and im happy because its the longest ive done with my own determination! (3 months champix and 3 weeks after an operation) also its the coolest I have ever been on a quit, no tears or tantrums but today ill admit it I EFFING MISS SMOKING today!
I dont feel the urge to run out and buy a packet because to be honest even IF i did have a fag i would crave again after 30 mins of having it...thats the nature of it so what is the point? Its not that I want to be a smoker again, I guess im just annoyed that this nicotine monster fella is stamping around and wont die already! Its such a stupid addiction, being a smoker feels the same as being a non smoker at this stage...you crave it wether you doing it or not. doing it gives you diseases and not doing it helps prevent getting diseases. So if your gonna feel the same either way might as well be healthy!
eh. I noticed my hair is cleaner for longer! like the oil production has slowed down thats a plus. eh i dno, i guess just a bad day. I accepted I would feel like garbage for awhile, and hoped by 3 months i would feel better so not like i wasnt prepered.
Rant over. xxx