Hey folks, 42 days as a non smoker and 4 weeks without nicotine! quite something for me!
Im really struggling at the moment though. Last couple of days i have wanted to smoke, been very close as well :eek: the only thing keeping me going is the fear that I will have one, it wont be this amazing thing and i will have just wanted all this time and then real cravings will come back...like what is the point in smoking something that you have worked so hard to be rid off?
So why do I constantly want one at the moment!? I have had a real cruddy week so I think thats adding to it. My spots are up and ive gained 5lbs...so far not feeling like an amzing non smoker tbh. BUT my bowls are starting to work on their own again, like In my heart i know things have to get worse before they get better and thats also helping me like thinking 'just wait and see, keep going'.
please folks any of your own experiences would be really appreaciated xx