Good Morning my fellow NON SMOKERS!
On a positive note, ive made it to day 5 without one puff on a ciggy so thats good i guess!
I got so stressed out yesterday because i woke up and went downstairs to find both my mum & my boyfriend puffing away in the kitchen, as soon as they saw me they went outside but thats not the point is it?!
How can they do that to me?!!
Anyways, i went out to the shop and bought one of them electronic fag things. After ide opened it and had a puff (didnt feel anything!!), i read that it had nicotine in it!
Does this mean i have to start my days all over again because ive had nicotine?! Im so so dissapointed in myself that i feel like if i have to start again, i might aswell just start smoking again!!
This morning im feeling very low, angry, sarcastic and very bi-tc-hy! One minute i want to punch a coleague in the face and the next i want to curl up under my desk and cry!
(plus im hungry and i forgot my frosted shreddies!)