Today, well starting last night has been one of *those* days - am swapping from feeling positive and good about my quit to craving like hell. :mad:
Have been using my pretend fag a lot (and look a berk I know) but it is helping. what didn't help was forgetting my patch again until mid morning so maybe that's got something to do with it?
It's annoying - have grasped that I didn't enjoy smoking, and really don't want to go baco to spending all that money on fags but the craves are getting on my wick.
Am feeling bloated too which isn't helping.
Have worked it out in my head like this:
It's a choice. Right at this moment the easiest option would be to nip over the road and buy fags and start smoking again.*BUT* if I took that, in years to come I'd be making the choice of whether I want chemo or not - and as an ex-heavy smoker that would be pretty likely, which is far harder than dragging myself through this.
So I'll resign myself to "smoking" my made up ciggie and feeling a bit poo for a while to avoid that.
Maybe the curse of 3 weeks is coming early?