This isn't going well

[nsd_user663_42763]

I didn't even make it through day 1 yesterday >< i missed my train to my job induction and was so worried i smoked.. turns out i was only 5 minutes late where as the boss was 10 minutes late

Now i wake up to a lovely letter from the bank telling me they have charged me.. wait for it.. because i cant afford to pay my withstanding order?!

Wowww really nice of you bank, good job you are giving a poor person a break!!

I'm so sick of money and college i hate it all!!!!

When i am queen there will be no money and no banks :< whatever arrogant person invented them needs a good slap on the back of the head

ARGH sorry i have so much anger!!

x

[nsd_user663_33441]

Hi Strawberry,

Sorry your having a rough time at the mo, but keep trying cos you can do it It's so hard getting back on track after a slip up I know, especially when life is throwing crap at you. But you will get there cos you want to, or you wouldn't be posting on here I understand about the anger cos it only takes the slightest little thing to send me off on one lol and don't even get me started on bloody banks ....:mad:

Anyways, come and join the March Hares group, I only started it this morning so no members yet lol but if you join you can have a rant in there

TC,

Zoe xx

[nsd_user663_40564]

One good reason there straight away - stop smoking and save money I spent £9 on a pkt of 16 at weekend - wow!! There never is a perfect time in life, but best of luck and read the posts on here, real inspiration from people. NRT helps reduce cravings and is a lot cheaper than cigs too.

[nsd_user663_44124]

Come the revolution we can put them all up against the wall I too will start with the banks.

But question is do you offer then the traditional last cigarette, those things kill you know

When it's right it's right you'll know the time induction day probably isn't the right time. New job new start keep smiling any day can be day one chuck.

I love gravy