Wow my journey has taking me this far and i'm going very strong. In fact i have complete control over my quit now and not the other way round. Believe me it's so refreshing feeling like this that i can now see and feel the positives of quitting.
I no longer feel the need to wish my life away in desperation to reach certain dates. I don't look at the calendar in my kitchen and count the days down.
Lets be honest we have all been envious/jealous in our own way of fellow quitters when they are months ahead of our own quits and they post how good and easy they are finding it. You are convinced those people are unreachable and that you won't get there yourself. You have so many negative thoughts to simply put you off altogether. I have managed to ride those horrible thoughts now and they no longer exist.
Hands up who has found themselves having a nose about in the Penthouse thread thinking "if only, lucky buggers, why can't it that be me etc" but at the same time dismissing it as an impossible target ?
It may only be 3 calendar months but i'm extremely pleased with my progress and how it has gone. I'm now enjoying my life as quitting has taken a back stage now. It doesn't rack my head no more.
Of course i still get the odd passing thought and possibly the odd crave but it's nothing i can't handle. Really it isn't.
Anyway moving on.....
Sadly I think i'm the only one left flying the banner now for the March Hares group. So many of us set out on this quest but all have fallen.
I will reach the Penthouse even if i have to crawl on my hands and feet.
I'm determined to have my name etched in the hall of fame that awaits me in the Penthouse.
Stay strong all