I know it's going to seem like an excuse and it's totally not,but when I give up smoking I turn into a total headcase for a week and it's best people just stay out of my way. Anyway day 1 today I woke up really positive and I was confident I would be fine, but my **** of a boyfriend has done nothing but moan and act like an hysterical women since he got up, moaning (not at me) cause the shed has leaked, moaning because of this that and another, he's made me want to cave his face in, it's done my head in so much I have smoked and I am now sitting here with tears running down my face because I feel like i've let myself down. Why can't the stupid **** just **** off out of my face when I was trying to give up, instead of winding me up all because he's woke up in a **** of a mood.
I am really pee'd off, I was going to do it today but now I just feel like a failure. It's ok for him cause he will now cheer up and he's fecked it all up me, just because he's a ****