Well, day to has come and near enough gone... iv not given in even though it feels like the deamon drug is pushin all the "irritable as h*ll" buttons it can find.
I woke up 2/3 times in the night, i dont know if it was due to my cold (caught the adult side effects of toddlers hand foot an mouth, still recovering) or from withdrawel symptoms, id taken my patch off before going to bed to avoid weird dreams and to give my system the brake it generally had when i was smoking.
I woke up this morning and put my patch on, i itched for around 10 mins, but then i started to feel really queezy. I made myself busy around the house.. i work really weird shifts and sometimes dont get a day off for 6/8 days, so when im off i like to give it a good clean. After all this hard work (booooo) i decided to take a shower, now i read the instructions back to front/side to side on my patches before even useing them.. it clearly states "WATERPROOF"..... low and behold i start to wash my hair in the shower and feel something slide down my shoulder, down my side... down my legs and land firmly on my foot!!
It wouldnt re-apply, i didnt know if i could use another one in the same day.... so today iv gone without any assistance!
Its been hard, i dont know if day two is harder than day one... or if its cause iv gone without my little saftey net patch..
Im getting terrible headaches, all at the front and building up around the sides, iv taken pain killers and its doin nothing for me... the slightest noise is irritating the hell out of me (partner is currently on the phone talking normally... feels like he is shouting in my ear!) but i havnt given in.....
Hello Day 2.