*Trigger Warning* Sex makes me emotional and I don't like it.

[TruthSeeker18]

Sex between 2 people who love each other creates an emotional connection like nothing else and for me that's scary.I've had sex before that meant nothing and my boyfriend and I have been having sex for a while and I've liked it.But the emotional aspect of it has been an issue with me. I like that it brings us closer but at the same same time a part of me doesn't. I especially don't like how I cry because it makes me so emotional. He doesn't like seeing me cry, it hurts him so I want to stop doing that. I just wish I could have sex with him and just remain stoic. Be closer to him but keep my emotions under control or just keep them totally hidden. Does anyone else feel like this