Hello I need help I've been depressed for a long time now 3/4 years and it just gets worse. My anxiety well that's about says it all. All I do is think bad, I assume the worst. My mood swings well there hot and cold. One minute I'll be happy and talking fast and then I'll be feeling down and don't want to do nothing, I have a higher sd and I just feel like shit. I need help I've been Councilling for along time and been to chams and it doesn't seem to work tablets I'm on don't work. I just feel like I'm better of dead. I have a boyfriend who I love to pieces he is perfect to me. And I get so upset when I can't see him I love him so much I just can't say how much he means to me and I feel like I've done something wrong, I feel guilty a lot and cry a lot. It's very hard seen me like this and my boyfriend doesn't know what to do I tell him it's not me its my anxiety and Deppresion but I think I have more than them to. Can someone please help me?