I don't mean to seem negative even though I know I will come across as such. Because I want to talk about the things we all fear, the things we hide behind a smile. The truth. Life can be good and bad.
I read about people encouraging other's not to lose hope in love & they will find their other half. But sometimes that doesn't happen. I'm 45, met tons of players, lost my virginity to rape at 36. Dated a narcacisst I still love (plain stupid). I believed in love. I still do. But it doesn't happen to everyone. It's terrible to say but, telling everyone you will find someone when you just don't, just makes you feel worse. The lesson I learned is that not everybody loves the way I do. I love to the day I die, no matter what. People fall "in love" and the fall "out of love". I just love. Forever.
Sometimes life is not fair, I have never been loved by any man, suffer from daily chronic endometriosis & my upcoming hysterectomy assures me the will be no last minute miracle baby.
Life owes us nothing & sometimes it's what we get. So we look for the little things in our daily life, moving forward when we don't know why. I don't cry out "why me?!!"...why not me?. I look around at so many people who have less than me & may be I will always be alone in this life, so I try to forget all that can never be.
If it's meant to be it will. No games, no players.