As per title, my family with the exception of my mum have given up on me, because I’m not working they say I’m lazy and useless and now are not talking to me. They don’t understand how much they themselves have contributed to my depression and anxiety. They don’t and will never understand, I don’t know who to turn to, I’m still waiting for my appointment with a mental health specialist.
I feel like I’m causing my mum pain by just being alive, I never wanted any of this, I wanted to be happy, but I don’t think I’m even capable of being happy anymore.
I’m tired of this, I’m tired of fighting with my family, I don’t know how much more I can take, it’s honestly getting all too much now. I’m 38 and feel like my life is over, why has everyone given up on me? Where were they when I needed help?