I am in a lonely dark place and don’t want to be in this place anymore.
I joined here yesterday to reach out for support/advise/guidance. Which I hope to be able to do for others when I am out of where I am. If I ever do.
I am scared about many things and reaching out is one of them.
Got discharged from MH services and after a talk with my GP yesterday I am booked in for just under weeks time.
I’m shaking and in tears writing this post. Every part of me wanting to shut down in all ways possible.