I was just emotionally and verbally abused by my ex boyfriend. He used me, he manipulated me, being with him has cost me several jobs, money, and now I’m about to lose my car. Although this previously week we weren’t in a relationship anymore, he owes me money. Instead of paying me back he changed his phone number. Yesturday my daughter and I went to his home where he is staying (and today is her birthday 🎂) and waited for hours for him to show up so I can ask in person. While there I found out more things, he’s a sex fiend, been bringing women in and out, of course while we were together too. This guy is evil and I’m glad we’re over and I’m trying to never look back. Its hard though because I loved the person I thought he was. And the reason this happened-because I didn’t love myself and I set my standards too low. All of this took me to the edge. I was feeling suicidal ( because of other things too), I even told my child’s father ( my ex husband), that maybe my daughter would be better off raised by him and his mother. I cried in front of my daughter and told her I am a bad Mom because I gave him money like a dummy and expected it back. All I have now is to get myself back up.