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[MustBeAWay]

I'm a failure at life. Its unfixable and it's my fault all of it. I want out. I feel so stupid and shamed for everything. I should've stayed humble. My biggest downfall.

[kenster1]

hi your by no means a failure don't let anxiety/depression rule the real you.keep working to get better it will happen.dont put yourself down im sure life will improve for you.

[MustBeAWay in reply to kenster1]

Too late honestly. Everyone that knows hates my guts and wont speak to me. It's one thing to make a mistake but what I did was unforgivable and alot of other negative adjectives.

[kenster1 in reply to MustBeAWay]

mistakes happen its part of life and time is a healer.are you getting any help for what your going through.

[MustBeAWay in reply to kenster1]

Honestly there's no help for me. I guess I'll just be here until I die physically.

[kenster1 in reply to MustBeAWay]

pm me if you want to say but feel free to let others know incase others can help.dont put yourself down.

[MustBeAWay in reply to kenster1]

How do I stop doing it

[kenster1 in reply to MustBeAWay]

doing what.

[MustBeAWay in reply to kenster1]

Putting myself down

[kenster1 in reply to MustBeAWay]

by getting help realise that you are a parent with struggles like many others.focus on getting better not just for yourself but for your kids and other family members.

[krazeeartist in reply to kenster1]

I agree. But also remember that there is always hope for tomorrow. ALWAYS! There is always a chance to do it all over again and get it right the next time. You say others hate you and won't speak to you? Then find others who will. Keep searching, seeking, knocking. But don't ever give up!

[Hidden]

Me, too. I was a teacher for two years but after that unemployed all my life. But I still have excitement for the next day, I read and watch youtube, television any comedy. I buy books that have comedy. I am still trying everyday to make myself positive after my break down, and medication. Doctors and GP got me out of difficult stages of my life. You have to have hope for the future. Keep looking for things that interest you.

[Hidden]

Hello

Regards your children and Partner have you made any headway, since you mentioned you had Supervised, Supervision. Have you been back to Court, or has your needs not been addressed as yet ?

What did happen that sent you down the pathway you mentioned earlier, to talk will help, here if you wish.

Where, what country do you live in, America, USA or Middle East ?

BOB

[2670]

Explain I'd like to know why you feel this way. I over came very bad panic and anxiety. Maybe I can help. I'm a mom. 4 kids. 25 thru 15. Let me help

[2670]

I understand feeling utterly hopeless. Like you can never get right. Like you will never change. Or make progress. If you did some terrible thing that's too hard to discuss. May I just say. Bring it to God. Sometimes people can't help. Sometimes we experience these dark times and feel so alone. We have all done things we regret. We apologize to those we hurt. And to ourselves. We have the beautiful option of handing out burden to Jesus. It made all the difference in my life. In many ways. Love conquers. And just think about this. If you can forgive people. Imagine in your mind those you have forgiven. And rememberd that there is grace for you as well. Forgiveness is there. And even tho I have no idea what you have done to feel so bad. It is forgiveable

[MustBeAWay in reply to 2670]

Thanks

[2670]

Well said

[kenster1]

hi thought I would get in touch hoping things have got a little better.

[MustBeAWay in reply to kenster1]

It hasn't.