I’m so close to finishing college but my mood is so low. I can’t motivate myself to do any assignments and at this point in the year we have the most to do.
Everyone keeps going on about what are your doing next and you have to do it now but I don’t think I can I need a break but my family don’t know how bad it is and I don’t want to tell them. The last thing college has made me want to do is go into some other form of education (uni, other college course or apprenticeship).
They say to do my best but how can I do my best when I can’t even get the assignments done. 😔 just sucks I want to be a paramedic or something like that but I just don’t think I can with my anxiety and ibs I got a new job to make them happy (they said I have to be doing something) and obviously I need the money to help out.
Just a rant