STRESS DID I MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION NO I DID NOT UPDATE ON WHAT HAPPEN IN COURT TODAY

[babygirl1952]

I Was Very Wrong I Feel That The Courts Gave him everything on a silver platter Because he was a F***ing lari about his money he gets every month that not all I have no way to pay the courts fees so they waived the fees in case really now and all he has to do is DV Classes for how long I don't know They asked me if I wanted to go on the stand And I froze and got so scared that if I did my 2 sons would know every thing I said there in court and I was worried what they think of there mother so I failed I feel like a coward I have been crying all day and I'm crying as I type this I hate that man I thought she was a good man back in 1978 when we were married but I was wrong this has been going on for over 40 +years I'm in trauma counseling and general Counseling every week for over a year now I ever get better are am I wasting my time I just feeling like please God let me Die In Peace in so sorry ladies

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi babygirl1952,

Don't give up and don't despair. Have you thought that maybe your younger son can't handle his Father's ill health at the moment. It maybe nothing you have said or done, but it's down to him and how difficult he is finding all this? You did what you felt was correct at the time so please don't beat yourself up over this. Remember what your eldest son said to you.

Do any of our lovely members have anything to add please to help?

Good luck to you and best wishes.

MAS Nurse and Moderator.