Hello... I'm new to all this and I'm not sure where to start or what to say so I will start with something I don't find to hard to talk about.
I'm 32 and as a child I was beaten by my dad (I've dealt with this and come to terms with it)
I made a new friend when I was 12. I didn't see what he was doing. I didn't understand. I was being mentally abused and manipulated into thinking I was in love.
By the time I was 14 I was under his spell. I believed Im worthless and that no one would miss me. I moved in to his flat and things just kept getting worse.
I fell pregnant. This opened my eyes and I moved back home to my mums and lived many years trying to rebuild myself.
In 2009 my world fell apart when my mum died.
This was just the start of the hell I'm living every day...