I’m a 71 male and disabled I’ve been housebound since Sept 2017 I’ve so many ailments I can’t take anymore,I’m tearful,tired and sleep a lot. I’m married no children my wife is always saying” what you crying for” the truth is I just want to end it I’ve simply had enough,my wife loves our little dog more than me and when I tell her this she says” don’t be silly she’s only a dog she never asked to be brought here” and my wife never gives me a cuddle anymore and this year is our 50th year of marriage.Everytime I talk about money she says here we go again yet she has so much each week,she never makes homemade food always out of tins. Christmasjust go e I spent over £100 on her she spent £25 on me,ido t mind that it’s my health that’s getting me down I can’t walk I have to use a walker and a commode of a night. I get up and sit in this chair and that’s all I do I’m frightened to drive and yet got a new car in the drive. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and if I say to my wife “ I’m so tired she comes back at me saying” you’ve done nothing” I tell her I’ve had enough “ grow up she says” I’m always wrong in her eyes yet the little dog isn’t. I’ve just had enough and all my woes,my heart,arthritis,spinal stenosis,hernia,stiff neck,headaches ,sicatic a it’s got too much I’m just crying and have no engery,and this morning the wife said when the doctor comes round I’m having you put away for a while. Yet I’ve stood by her with the breast cancer and carcimona and now another. I’ve stayed loyal to her and haven’t strayed despite her going off sex in 2005 with this breast cancer I’ve tried so hard to be normal but my disability has got the better of me.