Hi guys i have written many post but i want to write this one get things into the open.
I hate myself, i hate my body so i binge and purge everyday or i restrict. I also self harm by cutting and burning, i dont want to be alive because life is s*** and it just seems to be getting worse. I have emerging eupd which is also know as emerging BPD and i hear voices i am on quitiapean and its been upped but it dosent help and i hate it i hate trying and not getting anywhere everyone says it get better but when because its been 4 years and im not getting any better and im fed up of feeling like this of living. Im not sure trying is an optiom anymore its past tht point.