Hi guys i have written many post but i want to write this one get things into the open.
I hate myself, i hate my body so i binge and purge everyday or i restrict. I also self harm by cutting and burning, i dont want to be alive because life is s*** and it just seems to be getting worse. I have emerging eupd which is also know as emerging BPD and i hear voices i am on quitiapean and its been upped but it dosent help and i hate it i hate trying and not getting anywhere everyone says it get better but when because its been 4 years and im not getting any better and im fed up of feeling like this of living. Im not sure trying is an optiom anymore its past tht point.
Hi Missunderstood2000 and welcome to the forum. I am sorry you are experiencing such a difficult time. Please keep talking to your health care team, explaining how you are feeling and why you may be feeling this way. This will also give you the opportunity to talk about your medication. It often helps to write down your thoughts and feelings. Many people find this helpful. Please call the Samaritans. They are open 24 hours a day [freephone 116 123] or email firstname.lastname@example.org. I am pleased you feel able to post on the forum. Please continue to do this so you can receive support from other members. You are not alone and we would like for you to feel better and things will get better. Take one day at a time. Best wishes.
Thank you for the advice