Tired.

[kanikarawat102]

Just dont really understand what i want anymore. I'm so tired of everything. I am trying to settle my life down. I'm only 18 and it already feels like i have a huge burden on me. My future is on my way and i just dont understand what i need anymore. I have to study and i know it but i just cant get myself to do it. All i feel like is hiding in one room and sleeping. I sound like a whiny kid right now and i don't even know the reason behind my sadness anymore. I just feel like i'm drowning and i cant find the surface anymore. Like im six feet under and there is no coming back.

[Memyselfandi82]

Only 18. Life is a struggle but if you have a good family I urge you that is your first port of call. I'm 35 and no family. Feel like I'm 18 in my head. Try everything while your young. Believe me. It can change everything. Xx

[kanikarawat102 in reply to Memyselfandi82]

Thank you but i an not so close to my family. More of an introvert, like staying alone, don't like expressing. I feel if i do tell them they will just make me look bad and taunt me and pass sarcastic comments.