depression

[chaitanya]

i am teenager age 17 recently i joined engineering in one of top most university

after few days i realized that its not suitable to me i said to my parents also but they not believe with my words u know going to university feeling like every day dancing in fire

no smile in my face no happiness no satisfaction

so i asked university principal i want to quit engineering but had condition have to pay whole fee of the course which we cant pay to return my certificates

i am acting infront of my parents feeling happy bz they are working hard sacrifice every thing for me so them only i am going to study engineering but my heart in disaster cant live happy cant die if die parents cant bare that

feeling no is with me

[athem]

Dear, try to create new hobbies like chatting with friends, listening to music to divert your mind from being occupied by depression... i hope it will help you in someways..

[chaitanya in reply to athem]

tq very much

[chaitanya in reply to athem]

i love to do service. tq for suggestions

[MAS_Nurse]

Hello Chaitanya

What makes you happy? What would you rather be studying? How about accessing counselling support at uni?

Treat yourself gently.

[sweetiepye]

Sometimes we have to do things we don't want to and we are not happy all of the time. This is true of everyone even depressed people. The odd thing is that sometimes doing this can give us a feeling of accomplishment and boost our self esteem. You haven't been at university long enough to know what you like. Finish this semester and if you still feel the same switch your major. Let your parents know you are trying, it will lessen their worry. Thinking of others is one path to happiness. Be good but firm to yourself. Pam

[chaitanya in reply to sweetiepye]

continue the semester means it can't happen even i will die few days i think.

due to this depression i loss my habits my happiness its funny to say even i loss my weight .

very happy that people are like u still their

thank you very much

[sweetiepye in reply to chaitanya]

Oh Sweetie, I have problems without end it seems. It's that I am older and know some form of problem is always lurking and you have to learn to find your happy where you can. I fake it a lot too. Definitely see a counselor before you make a final decision and let us know what you decide. We will support you no matter what. Pam

[tofler]

Counselling support at uni sounds like a very good idea. Also, maybe the university would let you switch to another course without having to pay back any fees? It's very early days on the engineering course, maybe you'll start to enjoy it more after a few weeks? Have you made any friends on the course yet (I know that's not always an easy thing to do though)?