I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for a couple of years now.(but that's another story) there's this guy I've been talking to for a little over 4 months now and I really admire him. The only problem is, is he's heading off to college in a couple months and I'm going to be a senior in high school. I really like him, but my over thinking is really killing my happiness. And I straight up told him how I was feeling today, and how he was better off without me, that he should go and try to find someone when he goes to college. And it just hurts, I've been crying for the past couple of days because I feel like I just mess everything up because I'm thinking so negatively. He told me he was confused after talking to me today, and I just feel like I messed everything up.. why do I have to over think, why can't I just be normal. Why can't I just be happy for once?