I've been depress since I was in my early teens (I'm now 31)
I've been married to a violent and mentally abusive man for almost 10 years.
I found out last Christmas that he'd been having an affair for over a year and have only recently found out the truth of everything that happened...from his bit on the side.
I'm not sure how much I can take and cope with, the only thing stopping me killing myself is my daughter, but I'm desperately trying to stop myself self harming again.
I can feel myself going down my spiral, very quickly. I've done well to get this far, but now i'm loosing control of my thoughts.
Sorry for the post, just needed to get some of the tings off my chest.