Hi..

[Marciay]

hi, this is my first time here, I have gender identity disorder, I am a female in a male body... Did try kill my self days ago with a sleep pills overdose... Actually I start a tratament with a group crisis from NHS but I have no courage to call anybody from the group support. I will have a home meet with somebody from crisis tomorrow afternoon... But I feel so low on this moment... I hate some part from my body, is the only masculine part are there and make me hate my self day after day... I just hope I was never be borne...

[Hidden]

Hi nature has been unkind to you but you are doing all the right things by seeking help medically and emotionally .never forget life is never straight forward for anyone .many struggle as on this site with issues they have taken to emit to them selves they have . Never feel alone some one on this forum is always there to help take care . Ian

[Marciay in reply to Hidden]

Thank you.. Ian

[Dani17]

Hi, when gender identities don't match biological genders it is difficult to feel supported as it is such a personal conflict. Of course we know it is perfectly natural but as it is so close to us we feel as though others won't understand, just a possible idea as to why you feel so hesitant to contact a support group member? - just remember that this site is an excellent way to annomously seek help, advice and support - upon here we all find many like minded people who want to help :). I'm sorry to hear you're going throughso much but u hope tthat the group and this site proves to be fruitful

Please be well friend and take care

Dani :3

[hamble99b]

hi Marciay,

I have found this helpline for you. I hope it might help.

regards,

hamble.

they say :-

The Terence Higgins Trust

Helpline: 0300 330 0630

tht.org.uk

Growing up and entering the world of sex and relationships can seem confusing and worrying at first. If you are not sure if you are gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgender, you may find it helpful to talk to someone you trust about your feelings. THT is there to answer your questions and give you some support.

[Virgils_journey]

Hi I can't begin to imagine your feelings right now but what I can say is feel good on the inside and phone the group. We are who we are inside, you know this and you know it will take time but be strong

David

[LaceyTiel]

Here is a link to a support board of transgender people!

tgboards.com

Hopefully you can connect with some people and start to feel better about yourself. I feel bad about myself too- so I understand what that is like. Surviving a sucide attempt really made me see life differently. I also ate a bottle of pills many years ago. Do you have any friends that are transgender? I think once you make some friends who truly understand how you feel then you will feel a world of difference.

Please keep talking about how you are feeling. Keeping all those thoughts and feelings inside is too much pressure. I hope you feel better soon. And try out the support board I suggested! There is new friends out there for you who will understand what you are experiencing.

[jillylin]

Hi,

gentle hugs. Nice to 'meet' you.

Hugs

Jillyxx

[vinnybob]

I am transgender as well with depression, if you would like to pm me please do. Hope your feeling better. Remember even when things are really bad, often the worst of it will pass, especially when you get some support. Don't do anything drastic.