So low

[Imawinner]

So tired

[angse]

Hi I am a winner

So sorry you feel this way, sometimes we all feel its such a struggle, and we physically and mentally feel so tired and exhausted, just think of the name you have on your profile, you are a winner, even if you don't feel like one you are, is there anyone you could have face to face talk with, family, friends, or someone on the end of a phone, let us know how things are, also have you seen my our gp, if not please do Annettr

[Imawinner in reply to angse]

Thank you I gave myself the name winner because I don't want to say negative things but the reality is that I m very low

[angse in reply to Imawinner]

Hi winner

You still have not said if you are under doctor or have anyone to talk to, I k ow its hard to even talk sometimes, effort to much, but you really need that, you are worth it, I'm feeling low at present, and I am forcing myself to go out by myself to a festival near me, I admit I feel sorry for myself to be on my own, when other people have friends or family to go with them, but I am going to do it as I would be in my house all day doing nothing, please try to seek medical help if you have not done so all the best. Annette

[Imawinner in reply to angse]

Hi Angse thank you so much for caring yes I m receiving treatment citalopram 20mg for depression seems to be helping

[Hidden]

Hello Winner

Sorry you feel the way you do. You are like me I am supposed to be out in the garden this pm and now it is four oclock and will be making dinner in thirty mins.

Sad to say with being disabled and a depressive that is generally the way we can feel.

We have one disadvantage I am sitting in our front room, looking over the countryside watching the nesting birds and it is really making me lazy as the sun is shining and the wind is cold.

Will need to move soon or will be in the divorce courts for being lazy.

All I can say is sometimes it takes an effort when we are ill just to move

BOB

[Imawinner in reply to Hidden]

Tks Bob I never been lazy and I m house proud but I m off work and not doing much in the house. No energy I wish we could just take a pill and get better

[Hidden]

Hello Winner

All seems to be such a problem I suffer PSA and it affects my immune system. Sometimes I can manage for a time like today as we have been preparing another border in the front gardens we are waiting for more plants. Hazel will be planting bulbs tomorrow so we have no choice we have to work. I have prepared the ground and we are hoping that it rains tomorrow, so that the feeds will get into the soil. I look forward to that although she will want to set up the greenhouse and vegetable garden.

If it is nice I have two peach with two cherries to plant, and a further two cherries in plots so I will be pushed again to do that, I just feel so very tired. i need to get on with the garden as I am waiting for Apricots and nectarines as well I just feel I am taking to much on

Now I am totally drained, caused by my immune system and I will need to rest for the rest of the day.

The will is there although the body is weak, like you I am not lazy, I do what I can.

Good Luck

BOB

[Imawinner in reply to Hidden]

Bob I m so sorry for you however you are doing a great job. I love gardening but I don't have a garden now I used to have. Take it easy.